Thursday, December 31, 2009

GoSH.. My HeCTiC WeeK LoRr.. TeNSiOn, ThAn Do A NeW HaIrStyLe.. WhEe~



What a hectic week!!.. Gosh, I'm damned tired la.. Have to divide my time between stdy matter and college matter.. Since I've been forced to be the secretary for JPK KK3.. Opps.. there's no more the name of 'JPK' la.. Now we have change it to M-PeKa (Majlis Perwakilan Kolej Mahasiswa) or CoReC (College Represenative Council).. Hoho.. Sounds complicated jer nama.. LOL.. Ok, lemme remind myself of my hectic schedule:-

  • Wed (8p.m.) : Majlis Ramah Mesra bersama Dato' NC..
  • Thursday : Discuss with En. Roselan (He teaches me ethnics relation) bout or class schedule (About 1 hour jgk dscuss td). Tonite got meeting with the secretariat M-Peka. Then tonite, my friends, Syahid invites me to go to Cherating, have function there.. New Year party.. God, I really love party.. But dunno whether I can attend or not la dear.. Esok program start pkl 8 pg ni.. huhu.. Today, I've to cancel up my plan to go to gym.. Need time to rest.. Gosh, sedeynyer..
  • Friday : (8p.m.) Program with the JBK.. This programme make me have to cancel up my planned with classmate, go to berkelah.. They were quite mad of me, but what to do, I need to do it.. I have no choice.. sorry sgt2.. Then, 8p.m. I've to attend meeting with Orchestra Club.
  • Saturday : Have to go to UMT (Universiti Malaysia Terengganu). MPP invites me to go with the other facilitator UMP... but i forgot la what kind of programme will be held there.. hoho.. (actually i've been forced to go there la.. gosh..)
  • Then, the task to do, Make a softcopy of list of M-Peka detail.. Then the 'minit mesyuarat' Task CRE (Chemical Reaction Engineering) and prepare for gropu presentation next week, Then, Task for Ethnics Relation [list name seksyen K05 and K06, list down group presentation (4 person per group)].. And many more la.. Bnyk sgt kne wat smpai ade yg trlupa jgk.. hoho..
Then, lepas dh tension tgk list down kerja2 yg aq kne wat.. Ape lg, g la meronggeng yesterday, since duit JPA dh msuk.. hehe~ Then, i meet up my hair stylist, Yuki (Maroon ECM).. Then she suggest me to do this hairstyle..





Hehe, what do u think?? Gosh, mesti kne band pnye dgn budak2 'baik'.. Ppl keep on staring on me since last nyte la.. hoho..




Lepak ar, yg pntg, I'm satisfied.. hehe..


btw, Happy New Year for all!.. Love ya!!

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Unexpected Vacation

Date: 17 Dec, 2009..
Place: Home, between Kluang and Port Dickson..

Early mornin, she wakes up.. knock3 on the door.. (ceh, mcm pnh ko dgr lirik lagu ini.. kuang3) actully, my mum daa yg ketuk pintu..

wa pn bkk ar pntu bilik wa..

Mummy: Akak, kemas ar brg, nk g Alor Gajah, tgk Mak Ngah..
Me: Ok2.. (Anak yg patuh ar katekan; without asking lebih2)

Then, dh siap2 tuh.. dlm pkl 10am.. kereta pn mle la digerakkan.. (sori, ayt bm x power ar..)

Reaching to highway at 11a.m. sumtin..

Daddy: Akk, bwk kete..
Me: Ok2.. (Obey, sbb chance nk meracing.. haha..)

Actualy, time bwk kete with passenger yg terhormat ni la yg aq lemah sket.. (passenger yg terhormat; my mum).. die sure bising giler if aq yg bwk kete.. sbb aq x ske tekan brek bile kt jalan yg kena belok, aq ske drift kalo smpai jln yg bntuk mcm tu.. ex: lepas msuk tol then nk msuk jln highway, ade lap belok kn kt c2.. tu la tmpt pling best skali nk drift, hoho..

ok, then we reach at r&r Pagoh..

Just take our lunch there..

then my dad bwk kete.. then bile dh nk smpai junction to Alor Gajah, my dad trlepas junction tu.. OMG, nasib bkn i yg bwk kete.. haha.. then the next junction is rembau which is 32 km from the alor gajah junction.. nk patah balik rugi cz 64 km meyh.. mcm ulang alik ump-kuantan.. hoho.. wasting tyme..

My mum called his bro, my uncle (pak ngah).. bgtw ktowg x jd g umah die ari ni.. die ckp ok jew..

PLAN B
Dad: hmm, jom g umah mak usu la.. (she stays in PJ)
Wei Chi (Lil Bro): ok gak, dh lme x g KL..

Aq pn tepon Pak Usu Aq..

Pak Usu: Farhana, hah, pehal..?
Me: Ktowg nk g umah ni jap ag..
Pak Usu: Eh, ktowg kt Penang niyh..
Me: Ok2, xpe ar..

aduyai.. nk g mne niyh?

Then my dad trnmpak sign tnjuk junction to Port dickson

PLAN C
Dad: Kt g Port Dickson la..
All of us agree...

Actualy my mum dh mrh2 giler.. besa la.. darah muda (muda ker??) haha.. Actualy, this things happened several times.. sbb tu ar my mum ngamuk.. hohoho..

Time to search for a place to stay.. about 3pm..

Dad: Nk stay mne niyh?
Me: G tmpat dlu jela.. (actualy dh penat giler niyh.. asal ade bilik jew ckp ar..) (tempat dulu: Sri Bayu Beach Resort)

Tmpt resort niyh ktowg pnh pg mse i umo 7 n 9 thun.. kecik ag..

Then about 6 pm.. We go out.. seaching for swimming suit.. uitt.. bkn ar.. bju mndi: t-shirt n tight jer.. hoho..

Tyme ni aq baran giler... bengang dgn pnjual baju tuh.. sial jew.. mcm ar aq x tw beza baju lelaki dgn baju pompuan.. sengal, ade ke patut die ckp baju kotak2 yg lengan die pendek giler tu utk lelaki.. buta warna ke ape.. aq x tw nk story lebih2 psl bnde niyh.. ssh nk taip utk jelaskan..nnti jmpe aq tnye ar if korg nk tnye.. hoho.. actualy nk bli bju mndi jew.. tp tersurvey plak bju len.. hoho..

Around 6.30, we watch the match between malaysia and vietnam..
Malaysia won the match! yeah, then my mum brag to us, haha,

Mum: Korang nk tw sbb ape Malaysia menang, sbb ibu tgk diowg lawan, ibu ade ONG tw.. (ONG: tuah)
Me: Eleh, u wanna brag to us la tu.. ha3.. (we laugh..)

At night, we go makan2 at Sate Kajang cawangan pd.. (weyh, taip pd jela ea.. port dickson tu pnjg sgt ar..)

Pastu blik bilik, about 10 p.m... suddenly my lil bro (wei chi) asked my dad..

Wei Chi: Ayh, nk g pub..
Dad: Pub ktner?
Wei Chi: Kt bwh resort jew..
Dad: Bape kne byr..?
Wei Chi: RM12..
Me: Akk nk g jgk..

Then my dad bg ar duit.. since aq dh kering giler.. (ble lar JPA nk msuk niyh) Tq daddy..

Then, we enjoy ourselves there.. karaoke lagu lucky dgn from the bottom of my broken heart (britney spears songs) and plays pool.. we dun drink.. seryes.. :p (aq anak yg patuh) hohoho..

Luckily my lil bro teach me how to play it.. hmm.. ok lar.. kalah tipis jew dgn die..

Went back to bed around 12.00 a.m.

Pagi pn mnjelma.. then, borak2 wif my dad..

Dad: Pnh ke ade org yg mcm kt? sukati jew nk g memane without planning?
Me: Hmm, x tw ar.. ade je kot..
Mum: Unexpected vacation created by us.. Nvm, i like it..
Me: Yalah, u ar mummy, oweyz go holiday without planning..
Mum: (hug me tightly, she oweyz hug me) yolah ekau.. (loghat nogori)

Then, we take our breakfast, n go to swimming pool..

At 12 p.m. go straight to the actual plan.. my dear mak ngah was so happy to see us.. windu ar kt diowg...

P/S :
  • I only called my parents s Daddy and Mummy if i speak in English wif them, n called them ayah and ibu if speaking in bahasa.. dun get confuse wif that ya!
  • Mak Ngah advice me sumting that make me not to forget for the rest of my life.. She reminds me to my late adopted grandma.. i miss her.. both the late and my mak ngah..
  • Sorry guys, no pic for this post.. kamera x bwk, hp low battery plak.. huhu..

So i think i wanna rate this vacation as 5 star vacation.. bcz it's really meaningful to me..

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

FiNaLLy... My DeArLy SiS TrEaTeD Me 4 My BeLaTeD BiRThDaY......


My dearly sister, Nur Atikah, 14...




Wou, It's been a very2 long time since I haven't update my blog.. wtf, x de mood maa... Well, I dedicated this entry to my one and only sister, Nur Atikah.. Yup, we have a very great time this evening.. You know what, she's treated me pizza hut, bought me a new bag and a cute pink slipper... hehe... mmm, I don't have much to talk but I just wanna say a big thank you to her.. Ok2.. I promise I will buy for you a whole set of skincare product as you wish... just wait okey!


p/s Dun worry sis, its nice for me although it didn't cost too much..



The Belated Birthday Present...




the 'I-Love-It' bag




and the cute pink slipper..

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

KiLL Me SoFtLy...

I called her just now... (her:My dear lovely cousin)... Mle2 ingt nk dgr hot story die, since dh lme x jmpe... but it the end of conversation, I feel sucks... very3 sucks...

Her : Weyh, ko tw x nape td ko call aq, aq tgh ade kt hospital ckp emergency?
Hana : Huh, nape? story ar..
Her : Aq td gi check kt pakar, aq ade ketumbuhan..
Hana : Weyh, btul ker? .............. Weyh, seryes aq isau giler niyh..

Then die story2 bout the other things yg aq pn dh x amek port dh ape die ckp.. sore epi jer, cm xde mslh... time tu mmg dh meleleh dh air mata... tp aq pretending wat suare hepi so die x dengar suare nangis aq... cover...

Hana : Weyh, aq isau giler niyh, seryes... Aq syg kt ko...
Her : Weyh, apsal plak ko nk syg kt aq, aq pompuan, bkn lelaki... (sempat plak die wat lawak time2 cmni)
Hana : Otak ko, aq syg ko sbg seorang cousin je la...
Her : Ooo... haha...
Hana : Eh, weyh, aq chow dlu ea... aq de keje sket... bye... (sbnrnye aq dh tak tahan ag dh nak cover suara)... takut obvious n takut die prasan plak...

After ended the conversation... Trus melalak... (menangis tersedu2)... Moe (rum8 ku) tnye nape... aq story ar kt die... hmm, i feel sucks... realy2 sucks...

P/s :
  1. Sumbody plz kill me...
  2. Nape sume org yg aq syg nk tgglkan aq? Why? Nape aq slalu sedih, nape aq x slalu gembira cm org len?
  3. Is that my destiny to be alone 4eva...?
  4. I want to replace myself wif my late bro... he deserve to live, mummy loves u n miss u, not me... (mummy loves me too but i think she loves him more than me)
  5. Aq nk g Benteng, the last place where my parents n lil sis n lil bro lepak b4 they get the news of my late bro's dead...

I'm useless, sucks... I dun deserve to born in this world, the world is too cruel...

Sunday, October 18, 2009

HaPpY BiRThDaY To Me... [18/10/89]

My 18th bezday cake.. Tq to Daus n Yazid... Miss both of you...

Happy Birthday To You,
Happy Birthday To You,
Happy Birthday To Hana,
Happy Birthday To You...


P/S: To all my fren yg sudi wish my birthday, tq so much... luv u all...


BESDAY MEMORY


  • Miss the moment when all my close boyfriend (kwn lelaki ok, bkn teman lelaki) smbut my 18th besday at pizzahut... that is the 5th day of Syawal... 18/10/89... wah, dikelilingi jantan2 macho gitu... hehe (miangnyer minah sorg niyh)...
  • Oso miss da moment when i was 9, my fren wat suprise present utk i... trharu rase... diowg pakat2 kumpul duit bli jajan (bhs jawa utk junk food), but unfortunately diowg wat bnde2 tu mse bln 11... sbb diowg bru tw besday i dh lepas... tp smangat jgk bg present... hahaha... xpe la, s long s dieowg ingt besday i kan... ingt lg sape kpala die, Atiqah Amiruddin... miss dis cute girl... skrg dh vogue giler especially her dressing... mantop...
  • My 10th besday oso diowg smbut gak dgn present jajan... but yg ni punctual la... hehe... n more jajan than previous year... mke i ni mke jajan ker ar? hahaha...
  • Tradition mmbr bg besday present kt i ni brlanjutan smpai la skrg... n now im waitin for my dear rum8, moe to give me present... die dh promise kan... =)
  • Oso still rmmbr our family tradition kuar makan smbil tggu countdown besday i... yg ni x pnh miss la smpai after form 5 kan... pas tu just wish dr jauh jer... but thn ni dpt gak truskan tradisi ni... tq my dear family...
  • Since I'm the first child in family... my parents sgt2 rajin wat besday party i... since 1 year old until 7... pastu dah maleh... hehe... pg mkn kfc jer sudah... sronok giler at dis tyme... bnyk sgt present org bg... n i'm the only child yg gmbr mse kcik2 btimbun... bnyk sgt gmbr mse kecik2... almaklumla anak 1st... ada la dlm bbrp album tu just my pic jer... tu la untung jd anak 1st... hehe...
  • TQ to Jay n Moe... Sudi gak nk mkn2 dgn i smlm... clbrating my 20th bezday... although moe x smpt nk blikan present bezday to me... xpe... esok msih ade...
  • Nnti ade ms i upload gmbr mse zaman muda2 dlu tw...

Friday, October 9, 2009

SMS BuAt IbU TeRCiNTa

Here is the sms that I sent to her at 7.00 a.m. today,

Ibu, akk nk mntk maaf kt ibu... yg psl msg aritu... akk bru sedar yg akk x ptut ckp mcm tu... akk lupa jasa ibu kt akk... mse akk tgh trumbang ambing *** (sorry I cannot mention it in tis blog, its too secret) (then after the sectret part, it continue like tis) tp ibu sggup buat demi anak ibu yg x guna ni, tp x lme lps tu, akk jd buta.. x nmpk kebaikan yg org pnh wat kt akk... ***.. skrg ni akk cme mmpu mntk maaf je kt ibu.. n akk harap ibu dpt maafkan anak ibu yg x gune ni..

Then she replied to me like this:

Ibu dh maafkan.ibu sentiasa doakan kjayaan smua anak2.anak2 je yg x nmpk.smug akk bjaya dunia dan akhirat.tu hrapan ibu.

Then I replied back to her:

Trima kasih bnyk2.. u r a very kind-hearted woman on earth.. u r meant to be my mum.. tq very much..

Then she replied back to me:

Ok.akk blajar sungguh2.Bye.

p/s Plz don't think that I just wana mncapap or just wanna ashamed myself by writing like this in my blog... just an advice to u guys, plz don't do the same mistake that I did...

Thursday, October 1, 2009

When A Gurl Meet A Webcam...


Actually, I create tis post for no purpose... haha... since dh lme x update blog...


Ni pic mse kt UM dlu... Kt bilik... I wana colur my hair red in colour actualy but since I haven't bleach it b4 colour, then the colour become perang... zaman3 jahiliyah dlu... hahaha... Time ni tgh bosan2... Ari Sbtu, nk kuar, sure bnyk fulus abis... so mlayan ar webcam... huhu...


Just taken tis pics at 8.00p.m. +/- Mse Moe tengah test MEB... hmm.. i've plan to wear tis at CHEST Dinner next week but... hmm... dun wanna take any risk la.. or cover wif selendang... ok gak... hmm...

Thursday, September 17, 2009

UniNViTeD CrEaTuReS... BeLoVeD PeTs... Beloved Bro... Dot3...

Muahaha... Aq nk story sket psl kjadian ptg td... huhu... nk dijadikan criter... Timbul plak mood nk mnyiram pokok bunga umah aq... bunga2 yg bleh tahan la... hanging garden... eceh... cm babylon garden la plak... ni ar rupe hanging garden mak aq niyh... (mak aq pnye tp ayh aq yg jd tukang kebun nyer)... ape2 jela bai...

tengah2 syok mnyiram tuh... aq tepandang ar satu makhluk tuhan niyh... wlupun ko kecik, n aq lahir tahun ko... tp aq ttp x blh serasi dgn ko... lbih2 lagi ble terimaginasi yg ko datang mmeluk leherku dgn badanmu... ya allah, meremang bulu roma aq... korang agak2 la, ape die ea?


Hah, ni la die... 'ular lidi'... itulah nama yg diberi... pnyer ar mremang bulu roma... btul2 kt blakang kete ayh aq tuh... nasib baik dh mati... aq ase aq tw siape yg bunuh die... ish3... aq ase2 die ni lah...


Ni la die... Garfield... mak kucing yg otai... ade anak sekor... aq pggil anak die tu Kenit... sbb x besar2 since lahir... xde la x mmbesar lgsung... cme sket je ar die mmbsr... haha... mak kucing yg otai niyh kalo korang nk tw... die niyh makanan die tolak kayu batu jer... dari nenek die, bapak die, smpai la ke die... mknn tolak kayu batu jer... lain sume die bedal... dgn ular2 pown ko tibai ea... ish3... nasib baik la badak lagi besar dr ko, kalo x... jumpa plak badak kt umah aq... ha3... dulu pn ade gak kucing aq sekor niyh... name die Rivy.... ni ar die...



cun x kucing aq sekor niyh... cm model seyh... tp syg, die dh arwah... thn lepas die dh xde... huhu... sedey siot... maklumla... tidur sekatil... tetiba kosong jer kt sebelah... (cm laki bini plak)... haha... sebagai mengingati die, aq mgabdikan nama die dlm game yg aq dok giler main... Pet Society... Princess Rivy... hehe... kalo korang nk tw, mse time aq Form 5, after blik tuition mlm, Rivy niyh mghadiahkan aq satu bnde tw, special siap letak ats katil agiyh... huhu... CICAK KOBENG... tekejut badak aq... huhu... tido lantai aq 1 mlm... hei... pak'kal ko kucing ksygn aq... kalo x... papepown... nyah ko ULAR LIDI... Thanx to him...


Inilah my dear brother... Razi a.k.a Wei Chi... aq sorang jer blh pggl die Wei Chi... hehe... nme tu dh melekat since die setahun lbih agiyh... cm name anak cina plak... papepown, luv u bro... die dgn hensem n smartnyer tlah mnyapu kluar ular lidi tuh smpai ke longkang besar sbrg jalan... heheh... aman dunia aq dr dibelenggu unwanted creatures...

FiReCrAcErS... Is It DaNGeRoUs?







Last Saturday, my dad bought this to me... wah, so long no see u firecracers... miss u so much... at the left side i call it as rocket firecracers... next to it is 'mercun botol' (cm x sedap plak pggil dlm english) hehe... mercun botol tu if it explode... huhuh... shaking satu umah... telinga x cm nk pekak plak... hahah... my dad kalo bab mrcun niyh, x yah nk merayu2 mntk... alih2 msti dh ade... supply mne tah die dpt... sggup brhabis duit utk bli mrcun niyh... (ceh, cm bnyk jer kne byr)... tp nseb baik la my dad x smbut CNY... kalo x, bribu abis utk bli mrcun... hahah... best ar my dad, citarasa yg same dgn aq... luv u daddy, hmm, but i think mntk kt uncle aq lg best kot, die polis, heheh, msti bnyk stok mrcun... xpew2... nnti aq paw die... caw...

To Moe : Pe brg men bunga api... cm budak2... men mercun ar, bru remaja... Hahaha...

Addition : A day b4 raya, sempat lg bli mrcun bru... huhu... sblh kiri tuh thunder clap n sblh knn tu mrcun yg korang slalu tgk kalo time mrdeka... sronok giler... hehe... duit pn sronok jer blari kuar dr dompet aq... haha...

Sunday, August 30, 2009

ThAnK YoU My DeArEsT MuMMy... ALsO My DeAr DaDDy...


Huhu... Just wanna say tqvm to my dear mummy... 4 dat old school Converse shoes... Mmg sgt2 nk kasut niyh since ade org ngate aq asik pkai my sempoi @ cikai selipar even g kuliah pown... sampai2 tepaksa sebat jer kasut mo... hahaha... Mo jgn marah tw... Okeylah, to satisfies others, tis Tuesday I will wear tis tomboy shoes ok... To mummy... you r my destiny to become my mother... cz u know how to calm me down when I'm sad... Not just buying me shoes s the solution but ur heart n soul... the way u treat me... the way u calm me down although i didn't tell u that im having a big problem... u seem have a sense of detecting my feelin'... wateva la... daddy oso, thanx for the sms, oso cheer me up, gimme strength n calm me down... huhu... I luv U all (All : God, Family, Pet, Friends, and Belongings)...

Saturday, August 29, 2009

HaPpY BiRThDaY My DeAr LaTe BRoTHeR... (27.08.1991-05.07.2008)


Just wanna wish to my late brother, Allahyarham Muhd. Fahmi Faiz or well-known s Pagot a happy birthday... (27/8/1991)... Although this is ur second year we didn't celebrate ur brithday, or memory will be last forever... I miss u bro... Sorr cz I'm late wishing u... cz I'm so bz rite now.... huhu... Our family nightmare on 5/7/08 will be unforgettable... Here I attach ur pics so that u will know how much I miss u bro... Hope u will rest in peace... Al-Fatihah...
I know how mush u love ur motorcycle... But sadly, it was lost after a few months u pass away...

Link to my late brother's friendster:

http://profiles.friendster.com/58789902

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

AnTaRa CiNTa DaN SuKa...

1- Di hadapan orang yang kita cinta, hati kita akan berdegup kencang. Tapi di hadapan orang yang kita suka, hati kita akan gembira.
2- Di hadapan orang yang kita cinta, musim sentiasa berbunga-bunga. Di depan orang yang kita suka, musim itu cuma berangin sahaja.
3- Jikalau kita lihat di dalam mata orang yang kita cinta, kita akan kaku. Tapi jika kita melihat ke dalam mata orang yang kita suka, kita akan tersenyum.
4- Di depan orang yang kita cinta, kita menjadi malu. Di depan orang yg kita suka, kita akan tunjukkan imej yang sebenar.
5- Di depan orang yang kita cinta, lidah kelu untuk berkata-kata. Di depan orang yang kita suka, kita akan bebas berkata apa saja.
6- Kita tidak akan merenung mata orang yang kita cinta. Tapi kita akan selalu merenung mata orang yang kita suka.
7- Bila orang yang kita cinta menangis, kita akn turut jua menangis. Bila orang yang kita suka menangis, kita akan cuba untuk membuat dia gembira.
8- Perasaan cinta bermula dari kata. Perasaan suka bermula dari telinga. Jadi, jikalau kita berhenti menyukai seseorang yang kita suka umpama kita membuang telinga kita. Tapi jika cuba menutup mata cinta berbuah menjadi airmata. Setiap orang yang hidup akan mengalami ini dalam hidup mereka.

I take it from:

http://rouhifeek.blogspot.com/2009/08/antara-cinta-dan-suka.html

Now I know that I only like, not love... Thanx Jay cz post it to ur blog... Sowi x mntk prmission dlu... Huhu...

Friday, August 21, 2009

My 'NoT CiKaI' Hp... AnD My LoVeLy NiKe ShOeS...


Last Monday, I have to bought dis not cikai hp... (ray said)... Nokia E71... huhu... terbang duitku... terpaksa actualy... bengang dgn hp lme yg asik wat hal... i bought it at KP... not Kluang Parade but Kuantan Parade... Actualy I taken dis pic at Yahoo Image... cz dunno the other way to take my hp pic since I dun hav camera dslr like Ray... haha... dis hp i think okey la... but difficult to type message... shit... so, to whom had just received my sms all in capital letter... sory k... haha...


My luvly Nike shoes... I bought it Thursday last week... when Morina cannot come to join our overnite... (our:Me, Ray, Jay)... huhu... i love dis shoes... whee~ although it's not da latest design, i dun care... i luv it... hehe... actualy i buy dis shoes to play squash... but mangkokly, da squash court didn't open yet for booking... myb... not so sure bout it... huhu... wateva la... yg pnting my sayang (hp) n my honey (nike shoes) sentiasa ade di sisi...

Thursday, August 20, 2009

My LiFe SuCkS...



That's wat i can describe bout my life now... dgn mslh2 yg thp cipan... (although ade org ckp mslh kecik jer...) dgn org2 yg slh phm dgn aq... dh ar test cm ****... x dpt nk mncarut sgt... haha... wateva la... aq pn x stdy sgt... x le nk stdy... tensen jer mmnjg... nk mntk rokok xle plak... nnti cm pompuan cebret... (im not sure how to spell 'cebret')... lgpn ade org x bg kan... nk wat cmner... tp ble pikir2 blik... btul la kan pe yg die ckp... just let go... tp nk let go tu pyh la... tah la... cme aq dh jnji dgn diri sndiri yg aq akn ubah my suck life ni... btw... buat si penasihat terhebat, thanx you... wat u've said few days ago helped me a lot... not fully recoved but actually it helped me... i fell better now... but dunno for how long... although i know dat u oso have problems, u willing to help me... sory if i disturb u... u know wat, i think i hv tell my prob to da rite person... actualy i didnt expect dat u can advice me like dat u know... better than i expected... good actualy... thanx fren... yeah, ur experience matured u... so dat psni if ade yg facing da same prob... u can help them... cume now I'm eager to know da peak of my life... myb 10 years from now... who knows... hope it's a best thing... Pray for me ya!

Sunday, August 16, 2009

My FiRsT PiAnO PrAcTiCaL CLaSs...

Today is my first day of piano lesson... It's great... For today, I just learned the warming up... oklah... My piano class tutor is Sue Ann, 2nd year student of Gas Tech (FKKSA)... She oweys compliment me... 'U learn fast'... Haha... Sukenyer... Less than half an hour, I can play the warming up song smoothly, but I'm still difficult to play by both hand... Kne belatih ag niyh... Huhu, tensen gak aq... She's suprise when I told her dat b4 dis I learn to play piano by ear... Alone lak tuh... Find for a code by just cuba jaya then i can find it for the whole song... but not so sedap as original songs la but ok la... haha... tp x la segempak Sue Ann... best seyh die main... But seriously, u'll be calm when u play piano... ase mcm sume mslh dpt diluahkan... Ilang sume tensen2 stdy... For those yg ase2 interest nk men instrument to, Join la Ochestra Group UMP... Syok seyh... N if ade rezeki lebih, aq ingt nk bli 1 piano ar... Aq dh de gitar, so aq nk bli piano plak... huhu... Kan best kalo aq de piano mcm yg bwh ni...


Oklah kan, if Ray dgn cite2 die nk bli camera dslr... Dah tecapai dh pown hajat mmt tuh... It's not wrong if I wana buy 1 piano for my own... Bak kata die, minat... haha... tp ntah thn ble lak aq dpt bli... haha...

Friday, August 14, 2009

FrIeNdShIp Or ReLaTiOnShIp???


Hmmm... I've think bout it 4 a few days ago... not all da time la... giler pe... hmm... talking bout relationship, when my fren ask me me wether i have ever been in relationship or not... i'm always say no.... haven't... but actualy, penah la... hahaha... okey2... mls ar nk mnipu2 ni... trus trg je sudah... I'm oweys thinking if I patut story bout dis thing to others or not... tp xpe ar... i story jer ok... kapel 2 kali sbnrnye... 1st, mse form 4... sbnrnye x ready pown... tp mcm ase ok je la... lyn je ar... so, terikatlah aq... mmt ni cmner ar nk ckp, tah ar... die ni len mcm sket... psl pe... x pe ar... biarla rhsia... huhu... hmm... yg 2nd ni plak, haha... future doctor... tp prngai xle blah... cm bangang... yg ni aq kapel after spm... then clash b4 aq msuk pasum... die ni xle tgk awek die lbih dri die... yg nmpk ketara giler after die tw aq dpt msuk pasum... pnye la die bngang giler... so fine la... aq cbe nk phm die kan.... besa la... llaki ade ego die sndiri... tp yg wat aq xle nk maafkan die lps die wat aq dgn bestfren aq gduh bsr... mmg cm sial... mls la nk story, pnjg sgt... tp pstu aq pe lg... trus tggl gitu jer... change num then die trus x dpt cntct aq... gi mampos ar mmt tuh... actualy bnyk ag mnde2 yg mnyakitkan ati die pnh wat... cme aq jer yg bnyk bsbr... huhu... n sbb dr die la setahun aq bnci llaki... aq lgsg xde kawan baik llaki mse kt pasum... sedey giler ar... effect seyh... then msuk ump la bru aq sket2 brubah... then skrg ni dh ok ar...



Actualy, i cannot accept if my bf make me n my fren fighting or ckp mnde bkn2 bout my fren... i mean bnde yg die ckp tu x berasas or x btul... mmg sial... aq seryes syg giler friendship... n aq appreciate giler friendship... bkn la aq x ske nk kapel2... but dh serik ar... kalo kt gduh or clash... kt blh baik2 ke mcm dlu... then ade la yg ckp blh je kwn2... tp konfem la x mcm dlu... trust me... n 1 thing i remmber, u oweys heard da word ex-bf or ex-gf but hav u eva heard da word ex-friend? x pnh kan... so sbb tu la aq syg giler dgn friendship... lg bebas... n lg best kalo de bestfren... n actualy aq nk gtw... aq mmg lbih rmai kwn llaki dr kwn pompuan... n lbih rpt dgn opposite gender fren sjk dlu lg... tah la, aq pn x phm nape... aq slalu lepak2 dgn bdk llaki... kekadang aq sorg pompuan, yg len sume llaki... hah... tu la aq... even bdk2 llaki yg pemalu pown diowg akn ckp bnde2 yg xkn die ckp kt org len dgn aq... i mean luahan ati diowg... so, aq ase aq phm llaki ni cmner... cme ade ar certain2 kwn llaki aq yg cmplicated2 sket tu... aq ssh sket ar nk phm diowg... tp last2 nnti phm gak... huhu... yg pompuan ni of course la aq lg phm... tp nk rapat sgt xde kot... sket2 je la bdk2 pompuan yg rapat dgn aq... huhu... wateva la Hana, yg pnting ko bhgia... haha...


So, korang ase la... mne lg best? friendship or relationship? but for me... i prefer friendship more than relationship... sbb aq ase aq bhgia dgn friendship... tp tu x brmkna aq tolak trus relationship... cme prlu take time... huhu...

Thursday, August 13, 2009

JPK InTeRViEw...

Muahaha, I just finished my first JPK interview about 10.00 p.m. ago... Okeyla, not bad... Most of da UMPians frequent question... Wat's JPK? hahaha... mmg x popular btol JPK... Aduyai... Then, jenuh ar aq mnjwb... JPK stands for Jwtnkuasa Pelajar Kolej... Then, ade plak mnusia2 kt UMP tu still x tw agiyh pe mnde alah tu... Katak bwh tmpurung tol la... guys, u r so dfferent then the other university stdnt in msia... diowg siap berebut nk dok kolej dgn get involove JPK kt uni diowg... korang, aduyai, sedey ar nk ckp... zero... pale ingt stdy tp mnde2 len x pnh amek port... guys, dunia skrg niyh, even ko dpt 4 flat pown tp cmmunication skill xde... korang ni leh ar nk diibaratkan sbg smpah... nseb ar ko dpt u baik... still dok kolej even x aktif pown... huh... wateva la... huh, dh mlalut plak aq, nk citer psl JPK ni... huh, ni satu hal... JPK ni wat2 la program yg berimpak tinggi sket... balik2 PECIMA, n sewaktu2 dgnnye... aq pown x ingt la sgt program2 jpk niyh... bkn x le nk wat, tp bg la best sket n wat org nk get involve dgn program tuh... kalo agk2 cm xle nk dpt smbutan n kurang dpt smbutan, xyah ar wat... cri idea len yg lbih bgus... sory to say ar if ade yg trase... haha, kalo la ade yg bace post aq niyh...

10 ThInGs That I WaNNa TeLL OtHeRs...

  1. I’m happy ’cause I can forgive n be friend again with him… The most difficult thing to do in my life and yes, I did it… N I’m proud of myself…


  2. Remember, don’t say anythin ’bout him/her ex… Cause sumbody got mad wif it… I guess… huhu…


  3. I want nike shoes… i dun care… i want it (power of 1000)x… hahaha…


  4. I dunno wat hapened to me ar… Lately aq pemurah sgt dgn org… Hahaha…


  5. I wanna lepak2 again wif Jay, shoping n mkn sushi king dgn Ray, kaco2 daun si Moe n Mirul (moe sure blushing bile bc post niyh), n yg sewaktu2 dgnnyer… Muahaha…


  6. Rum8 aq kuciwa…. X dpt join kuar ari Kamis ni… But sory dear, Im not available another2 time la… Jgn nangis tw…


  7. Sumtimes I’m so lemas become an innocent girl… I just wanna show others who am i although sumtimes i admit that its bad…


  8. Lately, aq slalu terjah blog2 org… blog sndiri x pnh nk update… post pown x… Hahaha… Blog ni jela satu2nya blog aq… hahaha….


  9. I wana run a bussiness n i expect mmg untung besar… x tw ar besar cmner but bolela nk kata besar…


  10. Da most important thing, I dun like ppl who like to advice2 aq mcm la die tu bgus sgt… Ppl like dat are so annoying… cam sial… n dats my biggest ego dat I trace… wah, sounds great… haha…

Ppl dat I wana tag:

But bnde utama yg aq nk wat skrg ialah mau men squash!!! seryes eager giler… Mahirah pnye psl ar niyh =P


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StYLo Seyh… Muahaha… Btw… yg kne tag tu wat2 cara kne tag… haha… OkeyH… Chow dlu… =p

WaSSuP PeEpS~~WhEe...

Hi to anyone who read my very 1st post... Huhu, actualy... I create dis post after a bad incident... bapak bengang giler dgn pompuan sekor niyh... x psl2 aq plak yg telibat... my very first reason y i did dis blog is aq nk lepas geram... if u r in my shoes, korang pown akn rase bapak sial pompuan niyh... sbb per? haha... biarlah rhsia... ceh... mcm prnh ku dgr ayt ini tp di mana ya? haha...

First2 skali... Lemme introduce myself... I'm Hana... The cutest girl on earth b4 Suri Cruise... Muahaha... Kidding... mmm... pe lg ea? I'm Ex-Tabika KEMAS, Ex-Kluang Town Girl School (S.K.P.B.), Ex-Kluang High School (S.T.K.), Ex-Center of Foundation Studies In Science University Of Malaya (PASUM), n currently UMPian (University Malaysia Pahang)... Akhirnya tecampak kt UMP... Bpk sedey... Papepown... De hikmah tu... Mmmm... Wat else huh? Xpe ar, ckup ar ni... De mase post agiyh.. chow...