Tuesday, November 3, 2009

KiLL Me SoFtLy...

I called her just now... (her:My dear lovely cousin)... Mle2 ingt nk dgr hot story die, since dh lme x jmpe... but it the end of conversation, I feel sucks... very3 sucks...

Her : Weyh, ko tw x nape td ko call aq, aq tgh ade kt hospital ckp emergency?
Hana : Huh, nape? story ar..
Her : Aq td gi check kt pakar, aq ade ketumbuhan..
Hana : Weyh, btul ker? .............. Weyh, seryes aq isau giler niyh..

Then die story2 bout the other things yg aq pn dh x amek port dh ape die ckp.. sore epi jer, cm xde mslh... time tu mmg dh meleleh dh air mata... tp aq pretending wat suare hepi so die x dengar suare nangis aq... cover...

Hana : Weyh, aq isau giler niyh, seryes... Aq syg kt ko...
Her : Weyh, apsal plak ko nk syg kt aq, aq pompuan, bkn lelaki... (sempat plak die wat lawak time2 cmni)
Hana : Otak ko, aq syg ko sbg seorang cousin je la...
Her : Ooo... haha...
Hana : Eh, weyh, aq chow dlu ea... aq de keje sket... bye... (sbnrnye aq dh tak tahan ag dh nak cover suara)... takut obvious n takut die prasan plak...

After ended the conversation... Trus melalak... (menangis tersedu2)... Moe (rum8 ku) tnye nape... aq story ar kt die... hmm, i feel sucks... realy2 sucks...

P/s :
  1. Sumbody plz kill me...
  2. Nape sume org yg aq syg nk tgglkan aq? Why? Nape aq slalu sedih, nape aq x slalu gembira cm org len?
  3. Is that my destiny to be alone 4eva...?
  4. I want to replace myself wif my late bro... he deserve to live, mummy loves u n miss u, not me... (mummy loves me too but i think she loves him more than me)
  5. Aq nk g Benteng, the last place where my parents n lil sis n lil bro lepak b4 they get the news of my late bro's dead...

I'm useless, sucks... I dun deserve to born in this world, the world is too cruel...

6 comments:

Shera Ibrahim said...

erm...
*diam
*cdey gk bce

jgn down cmni skli..
okeh?
:)

HaNa said...

i'll try, dun wory syg... i'll try to chill...

morina said...

hana..nape ckp cam gnie??
sabar k..semua yg berlaku tu ad hikmahnya..xp kalau rasa nk nangis tu..nangis je cz rasa lega bila pas nangis..huhu..sy pun sedih gak ni..ni sbb "org yg x blh dsebut nama tu r.."huhuhu....benci kat dia..hoho

HaNa said...

lepak sudah.. xpe2, sbtu ni kuar dgn die ea... huhuhu...

Primadona69 said...

kehidupan ni..mmg terlalu bnyak yg kt x leh nak duga my frenz..
ape yg akan jd...
takde sape pun yg akan tau..
wlpn hari esk..
kt gak tak tau pe yg kan jd..
so...
just terima dgn setabah yg mungkin...
;p

HaNa said...

Primadona69-
hmm, kdg2, mmg ase dugaan tu trlalu berat utk dipikul, but i'll try my best to menerima setabah mgkn... tq cz support me... mmg trasa sg2 ble dpt tw org yg kt syg sakit, tgglkan kt, n whatevar la... nvm, i'll try to chill... dun wory frenz..